People suck. I got into an argument with a friend of mine earlier because he's been acting like an idiot with some girl he wants to date so he decided to block me. Not only on msn, but on both of my facebook accounts. Who gives up a friend of 6+ years for some random girl? Idk... maybe I should have let him make a fool of himself again. But after last time I didn't want to see him go through that again and I didn't feel like having to deal with him while he's going through that because he gets so friggin' depressing. He may come back after this one leaves him though, but I don't think I'm going to be there for him. I'm sick of being the shoulder everyone cries on when they have relationship problems and I'm sick of them bitching and complaining and crying about them then going back. So I try to keep it from happening again. does it do any good? No! because all they want is someone that'll listen to them and not give advice or try to help. Seriously? If Axe splits with her bf again and he starts calling her an idiot and I piece of shit, I'll be beating her bf. If she decides to take him back, I'll beat her. If this new girl turns out just like his last one, fucks him a couple times then leaves him for someone hotter, I'll be scrounging up money for a plane ticket, I'll be flying over to England and I'll be beating the crap out of him.
But hey, one good thing even though my friends are idiots and the one had me in tears earlier (and still does...but shhh...don't tell him he's had me crying), I've managed to avoid a binge...I just had to revert back to an old habit...which really isn't much better...and some people say is worse than binging...but whatever...a bit of stinging and a bit of itching and a bit of pain and everything will be better soon...the consequences of that doesn't seem to hang around as long as binging...
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